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Restlessness24/4/2014 That feeling when things are progressing at a slow pace but wanting more out of it. There is only so much one can do. The only virtue is by having patience and wait it out.
So many thoughts in my mind. Searched for alternatives and it all boils down to the same thing. Perseverance. I do look forward to what might be in store for the future but I do get a little downhearted when I compare myself to others who are of the same age and younger. I'm not an ambitious person and I do not envy those who are more successful. The hard work they put in not seen by us and that is what I would like to follow. They earned it. They deserved it. I have not so I don't. I am totally against the mentality of entitlement. What you expect does not equate to what you should be entitled. Have I put in the hours to deserve that? No. The only thing we are entitled would be our parents providing basic necessities like food and shelter when we were young. Thereafter we are not entitled to anything. It is a privilege when our work has been recognised and given acknowledgement. So be appreciative. Be humble. I'm not sure how this would be portrayed. This is not complaining but more towards reflection of how I have progressed for the past few months. Definitely made mistakes due to lack of experience and chose the lesser option. I'm fine with mistakes it helps me grow. When I grow I would try to reach out and share my experience. The world has endless possibilities. Nothing can stop me. I am my worse enemy. No action2/4/2014 Took a week off from trading. I felt drained. I'm a weirdo compared to the regular guy. Usually when someone has a goal that person would spend as much time and effort to get it accomplished but I need personal time. After a few months of reaching back after midnight it kinda took some steam off the wheels. My life was Magic. Nothing but Magic.
I work at a card store during the day. Travel to other stores after work to try my luck trading. Between travel time and upon reaching back I read articles regarding the price movement of cards. No girls involved whatsoever. Always surrounded by sausages. Any cute girl gamer out there?? I realized it took a little edge off me and even though it has only been 4 months, taking a short break now and then will do me good. It allows me to refocus and assess what was done. Evaluating the hits and misses. See how much I have grown and establish which stage I reached and strategize accordingly. Where am I now? I am still living the dream. Eat. Sleep. Drink. Magic. AuthorLaid back and enjoys a good laugh. Archives
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